physical.attraction.rawr.

haha. haha indeed. Just a thought i had today.

I used to pride myself on the fact that I don’t go for guys that are all “good looking”, and that I typically go for the more intellectual/smart type of guys.

Old Stephanie:

The guy I  want to date has to be smart, career oriented and family oriented, and respectful. He doesn’t have to be a gentleman, cause I can open my own freaking door and take care of myself (yes, I am ms. independent woman). He doesn’t have to good looking or even taller than me. He just needs to smart and considerate.

New Stephanie:

The guy has to be smart, capable of being intellectual (except when talking to me), respectful, and open to communication. He has to be decently physically appealing, and a gentleman. yes, I can open my own damn door, but chivalry is still not dead in my eyes…despite the fact that i tried to deny this criteria once upon a time. I also prefer non-player like guys…I think (“I think” being a huge huge question mark lately).

Whatever. Fuck it. 

I noticed myself checking out a guy’s ass on the plane. I also caught myself staring at a good looking 6 ft asian guy. I also caught myself staring a really pretty asian girl the other day at the MRT station. 

The really tall asian guy talked to me at the airport, and according to freaking Rita, I blushed. My face got red, my ears started heating up, and that was it. I then realized that I do actually get physically attracted to men and I fucking blush (I hate blushing). I didn’t care how smart the guy was at the time, but I was like fine. he’s cute. Ms. Chatterbox herself even shuts the f up and acts all shy and “lady like”. whatever. Rita always tells me that I am “beastly” and need to be more feminine. HAH. beastly.

I also made out with a cute guy in taiwan. at first, I was like “whatever, it’s just a fling!” then, I realized…I probably thought he was cute, and that’s why I did what I did. I never just go on flings. I guess there’s a first for everything.

Therefore, I do give guys who are cute more attention. I like stating the obvious, and defying the norm. However, I might just be the most typical girl I know.

I’m so slow sometimes.